I'm Sorry

I blocked you. I searched you. I saw your "hello" to me. I didn't even give a "hello" back.
I know i am mean. So mean.

I was lost, really lost. You came, you saw what others can't see. You were such a bright light to me.
I was so happy with you but i got it wrong. I've never felt in love with you. Everything that i did to you is the way of showing my thankfulness. I do care about you. I do.
I'm sorry..

Then, i said honestly to you. I knew you were angry. And, you said words (in your timeline) that hurt me so bad. Everyday. Everyday you said it. I know you hurt. I'm sorry..i hurt too.

Seeing your words make me remember of him, my past, my bad memories. It's not easy for me.
Then, I chose to block you. I'm sorry. Doesn't mean that i hate you. I never hate you, really. I do care about you.
You never know what it is like to be me. You never know, dear. 'Cause it sucks. He hurts me to the bones.

Hope you are always happy. Thanks for everything that you gave to me. You are really a good person. You accept me for who i am.

I'm sorry. So Sorry. I really mean it. I am Sorry..